huntingdogs | woes of being a 513 tritype (agenda: writing/ambitions) (Reply)

Another night as 3 A.M is beginning to sink into reality, another night of me mulling too much over "not doing enough". I actually don't really know my goal in this website, but I'm relishing it at the moment. There's plenty of things I want to do, many books I want to read and analyse inside out, languages I want to master in speaking, subjects I want to get a hang of (specifically the foundations of math), and many creative projects I want to execute - especially with writing studies for the overwhelming characters of Haikyuu and original works. Actually, on second thought, I am technically constantly doing something. I'm always writing something, always planning, always making sure I do daily tasks properly each day. But at the same time, it feels like a waste of time, since these are just fandom things, and in the scope of everything, it doesnt really matter. I want to kickstart many original projects, but I'm not in the correct mood for that either. So I'm juggling everything, I guess. Anyways, I'm working on a Yuu Nishinoya character study at the moment, along with other larger projects (currently revamping an entire book with one year's worth of progress. It's tedious, but it's the right thing to do, and I want to do my story justice lol). I need to learn how to take a step back, but I suppose it's easier said than done.