9:43pm, Thursday

[huntingdogs]

I had a therapy session (?) for the first time of what I presume to be a month. It's strange, since I've established a lot of change within the span of said month, but most potently, the past few weeks. People underestimate the amount of motivations and influence media has on people, since I made significant decisions which triggered change after completing Twenty Five Twenty One. I think just witnessing a driven 18 year old still have so much life in every movement of hers made me wake up and go, "Why do I feel so dead at 16?" Anyway, I'm going to do the same today. I will place my efforts, and whatever byproducts it will produce will come naturally. Music really helps during running, because I know that I wouldn't reach the lengths that I am capable of doing if it were not for music. I need to get around to maths, a project, and maybe English today. I really don't want to do English, but if I don't study this text, then I won't be able to do the best that I want to do. Considering that English is one of the only subjects that I really care about, it makes sense if I work well within said disciplinary because I care about it. I will work hard. I'm going to place my efforts in the right places this time.