school and life
Jul. 20th, 2023 10:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
huntingdogsonly 4 days into term 3, and things are getting messy again. im picking my battles wisely, and im trying hard to not burn out, but with all that aside, there's factors such as the fact that i need to secure a pass in maths and science, and my overall lack of understanding of geography that's mauling my back right now. additionally, my knack for creative writing is getting to me, and i sorely regret electing history as a subject right now. on the bright side, my ego and pride and passion is more in stakes in terms of english, and i know im going to get by with the essays aspect of the englsih externals as im dedicating effort into revising and deepening my understanding of the mediums im tasked to study for the externals. the others, such as science, maths, and geography--not so much, and time is giving that illusion that its not really working out right now! i dont want to think about the fact "i have little time left", because in reality, i do have time if i find it and if i manage it well! and if i study well! but thats a whole skill im trying to develop at the moment.
religious education and health studies are my main "chill" subjects i find oasis in. in RE today, i wont first in a kahoot about the 10 commandments with 2700 something points, while second place was 2100, and i wasnt even in the last lesson regarding it because i was at a school orchestra tour. i offer my gratitude to my dad LOL. uhm what else. im taking care of my mental health though, and developing my physical health. im getting back into running!! which is super fun, and nice. im also journaling. im trying to find other little hobbies to pick up; not grand ones, but little ones to pass time and to relieve my stress when im not working on schoolwork.
i cried about my writing today. not rad, but im thinking about how im going to approach my english teacher regarding my sensitive spot with poetry because of my personal high standards for myself. OH MAN, i hate history! its just droll, and im not really vibing with it. i am beginning a community podcast with my friend for our school discord server, which is awesome. its a nice filler, and not too difficult, and its a good outlet that isnt particularly too taxing. im trying to not...sink down under, but other times i find myself bored. maybe that's okay though. i'll miss this when i'm older.
my orders from temu came in today, AKA, i have stickers and washi tape! and a new, spacious pencil case. awesome.
it was a strange day. bitter, and sweet.
religious education and health studies are my main "chill" subjects i find oasis in. in RE today, i wont first in a kahoot about the 10 commandments with 2700 something points, while second place was 2100, and i wasnt even in the last lesson regarding it because i was at a school orchestra tour. i offer my gratitude to my dad LOL. uhm what else. im taking care of my mental health though, and developing my physical health. im getting back into running!! which is super fun, and nice. im also journaling. im trying to find other little hobbies to pick up; not grand ones, but little ones to pass time and to relieve my stress when im not working on schoolwork.
i cried about my writing today. not rad, but im thinking about how im going to approach my english teacher regarding my sensitive spot with poetry because of my personal high standards for myself. OH MAN, i hate history! its just droll, and im not really vibing with it. i am beginning a community podcast with my friend for our school discord server, which is awesome. its a nice filler, and not too difficult, and its a good outlet that isnt particularly too taxing. im trying to not...sink down under, but other times i find myself bored. maybe that's okay though. i'll miss this when i'm older.
my orders from temu came in today, AKA, i have stickers and washi tape! and a new, spacious pencil case. awesome.
it was a strange day. bitter, and sweet.
